I wish to paint joy
With color and vibrancy
But my mood is dark
As is this time we live in
With Evil as the model
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
I wish to paint joy
With color and vibrancy
But my mood is dark
As is this time we live in
With Evil as the model
~
~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Threats of violence,
Assassination condoned
Where is his outrage!
He stokes the fires of hatred
Ignoring consequences
This is disgusting
And must be squashed abruptly,
He’s clearly not fit!
Still crowds are cheering for him
Egging on his fickle rants
They are lunatics
Claiming to be patriots,
When did we devolve.
This election has choices
And Trump must not be the one!
~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Caligula though tyrant he be, is not so unlike my chaotic mind,
Burned to the ground like Nero’s Rome, a cure oh so difficult to find.
Cries to the almighty gods, heaven sent go unanswered,
Eating at my senses and sanity like a cancer.
Why is it that the clarity of thought so often goes awry
When focus eludes me no matter how I try.
Is this a curse–a symptom of a troubled body and soul,
I know not, still it leaves me feeling less than whole.
Most fortunate to me is that it never long lasts,
A matter of hours or days is all it takes to pass.
Yet this is of no less a concern and satisfies me little,
Stunting my spirit like knife to wood wittle.
Alone I am not of this I am certain,
As this diatribe ends and I bring down the curtain.
Praying that soon this too will vanish,
Returning to me clarity from whence it was banished.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
White noise
Distorting my senses
Images like flashbacks fill my mind
Thoughts, past, present and future
Blur the lines between fantasy and reality
Sanity or insanity
Who is to say which is which
Its difficult to tell anymore
Dreams materialize in painful rushes of sound and color
Awake…No rest, can’t sleep
Unfolding into vivid nightmares
They seem so real
Glimpses of my innermost fears
Each breath becomes more labored
Struggling to claw back to consciousness
I can feel the blood pulsing through my veins
Rapid, it battles to sustain me
The pounding in my head clouds my vision
Strong burnt coffee the medicine
Nerves steady…Fog recedes
Jarred back to life by the caffine
Another day of subsistence
Endeavoring to crawl out of the darkness
Alone and lonely.