Sorrow fills my soul looking out to the in that is black and distasteful
Choking my essence and making me hateful
I bleed trying to quench the pain, but the pain won’t let go
What a fool I am and what a fool I show
No one knows it’s me because I keep it hidden in the deepest recesses
But God knows the heart that to myself confesses
I do nothing, justifying my wrongs just to live day-to-day
Though my conscience constantly gets in the way
What is it I’m after, what is it that I want as dollar after dollar goes to hell
Get rich quick, strike the jackpot, revel in the winning bell
It’s a fools dream, one that seldom comes true
A realization for no one, but the fortunate few
I swear each day after to turn down a different road, vowing to refrain
Sadly each let down, self-inflicted causes immeasurable pain
I don’t know if I can do this myself, do it all alone
When temptation knocks at every door where my weakness has shown
I’m scared, terrified at my persistent weakness
What demon has possessed me engraining this bleakness
Perhaps it’s me, my mind, and nothing more is to blame
Perhaps it’s just a weakness of character or a lifetime of shame
Maybe it’s just an excuse for a depressive mind
Or maybe it is really nothing of the kind
If help reaches out it to throw me a life-line
Gladly I’d take it as a telling sign
That nothing that happens cannot be cured
With love and kindness and strength that is assured
I put my life in the hands of a power higher than myself
Struggling to put my ego on a shelf
What else am I to do, but try and try again to be a better man
Doing what I know is right and doing what I can
~~ Dominic DiFrancesco ~~
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