Awakened from dreams
Drenched in cold sweat, thoughts of you
Spin like a typhoon
A path of devastation
Left in the wake of heartbreak
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
I blink and you’re gone
Half our bed is crisp and cold
Empty like my heart
Broken by my one true love
Destined to wander alone
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
Two star struck lovers bequeathed to the night,
Passion, deceit for to hide out of sight.
She…questionable virtue…from the wrong side of the tracks,
Parental displeasure of refinement she lacks.
Refinement nor virtue does fail to impart,
For love…it does blind in matters of the heart.
Inconsolable his father takes matters to hand,
This tryst must dissolve on this he demands.
Honor of family trumps sanctity of life,
She must be parlayed before he takes her his wife.
So twisted was his mind he could scarcely think clear,
The evil he did plot against his son held so dear.
Blackness in his heart…the tramp won’t be missed,
When…how…on the table pound his fist!
Finally he takes her, it matters not from where,
Kicking and screaming he has her by the hair.
Raging and seething to the lake they did go,
Softness of ground, so much easier to sow.
She fought for her life, to the end no avail,
Fate she did meet by his father…did impale.
Twisted face…drove the father to remorse,
For the good of the family, I must stay the course.
Sweat pouring down, the hole he did dig,
Shovel like a flash moving dirt, leaf and twig.
Body limp and lifeless, a dirty silent face,
Angelic in its beauty he laid her into place.
What have I done as each shovel flew,
Too late it was now there is nothing more to do.
Vial task now complete, heavy heart he did carry,
Back to his home…no one more the wary.
Son perplexed by absence, he couldn’t help but worry,
Where might she have gone, without trace, in a hurry.
For days upon end decline did his mood,
Nary desire for sleep, for water or for food.
His father stood watch as his son’s life did languish,
Conscience torn asunder he succumbed to his anguish.
Little time did it take for the boys light to fade,
Result of the father’s despondent bed that he made.
He buried his boy not long after this,
Family collapsed he was so sorely missed.
The father, for all his attempts to defend,
Suffered his sin, one he could never mend.
He passed like his son fairly soon thereafter,
Life spun out of control an irreparable disaster.
Hell most surely laid out it’s red carpet for him,
The Devil delighting in this most thoughtless of whims.
For all his grandiose and pompous plans he did draw,
He lost his family, his son, his life and beautiful daughter-in-law.
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
A leap of faith,
Whether in love,
Whether in life,
Whether at death,
Waking is to plummet,
Headlong into the unforeseen.
A mystery without end,
Until we breathe our final breath,
Meeting whatever fortune,
We so feverishly wove,
Through thoughts and deeds,
Living absent of tomorrow,
We cannot know,
We cannot want to know,
What fate awaits,
On our final day.
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
The rose,
Petals clutched tight,
Withholds the beauty of it’s flower.
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Quietly she waits,
While lovers challenge for affection,
In hopes of unlocking her secrets.
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She does not reveal these secrets easily,
Preferring games,
Teasing those hoping to have the key.
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While the courtship continues,
She revels in the chaos,
Hiding what lays behind her silken robes.
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She is not modest,
Nor shy in spite of appearance,
Instead she is a manipulator.
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Prickly and pretentious,
Gladly drawing first blood,
Before confessing her undying love.
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
I hoped you’d see me for who I am,
Kind, tender, loving,
Not the image in a funhouse mirror.
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Twisted, distorted,
Too tall and thin, too short and fat,
Maybe a little different.
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Dredging up the courage,
Heart feeling ready to burst,
Dry throated I swallowed.
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Struggling to make a sound,
I offered my heart,
You laughed.
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Crushed, eyes welling with tears,
Head in hands to hide the shame,
Soulless succubus.
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Confidence torn to shreds,
Heart eviscerated, raised to the scorching sun,
It withered.
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What a fool I was,
To be so presumptuous,
That you could ever love me.
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~
This passionate heart,
Buried deep within, beating in rhythm with your every breath,
Yet I cannot find the right words to tell you so.
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Tongue tied by emotions in wont of regurgitation,
Swallowed back due to my own apprehension,
These burning embers sour in the pit of my stomach.
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I glance your way in hopes of recognition
Momentary contact from your crystalline blue eyes gives me hope
Until I realize you are looking through me.
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I am veiled from your sight,
The background in the play that is your life,
Dressing to complete your pretty picture.
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What must I do to lead in your panoply,
All that I am I would gladly bestow upon you,
Without hesitation or precondition.
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If only I was endowed with the fortitude,
But I am not and never have been,
Instead my timidity consumes me.
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Breathless I am left to watch you from the sidelines,
Only dreaming of what might have been,
Wishing that fate had shined a loving light upon us.
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But it was not to be,
As destiny has dictated the climax of this cruel tango,
Leaving one of us to be the wallflower.
~~ D. R. DiFrancesco ~~