Spirit touches me
Though I know not what to do
Seemingly aloof
And ever so elusive
I continue to struggle
~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Spirit touches me
Though I know not what to do
Seemingly aloof
And ever so elusive
I continue to struggle
~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Do you believe in coincidence,
Perhaps in luck
Or do you believe in something from above?
A guardian angel watching unseen,
Keeping an eye on where you go
Leading you on from where you’ve been.
Is this so impossible
In a “Wonderful Life” kind of way?
There are things we don’t know
Since the beginning of time until today.
As strange as it may seem I believe they are real,
This doesn’t need confirmed with the five senses
I can’t explain it, it’s something I feel.
Maybe this is what eternity has defined as trust,
I really don’t know, I can’t be sure.
All I know is that I have to, surely I must,
No other explanation could be the cure.
There are things not of this world that we sense every day,
Defying the best of logic and human science.
Nothing more needs said, nothing more I can say,
In the divine we must put our faith and reliance.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
In the darkened halls etched with golden finery,
Do you admit the secrets they hold,
Shrouded in the shrouds of your jeweled cassocks?
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For how many centuries has this debauchery been veiled?
How many unchaste Satans lay in your webbed catacombs,
Venerated by the ignorant and blind?
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This is not an indictment of the faithful, the many tended sheep in your flock,
They are the innocent men and women…and child victims,
Venerated as martyrs before the universal mother.
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Have you forgotten your roots, roots steeped in love and in service?
Not service to yourselves for its benefit, but service to the thirsty progeny
Who you’ve nourished with scandal and dust.
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Knowingly, the devils amongst you receive shelter…You are evil as they!
You can not hide your sins from God Almighty, you immoral men!
Utter hypocrisy flows through your narrowed veins as sacramental wine.
Your restitution rings hollow…what of the innocence you’ve so ravaged?
Your treasures buy not your redemption– for the trustful can ne’er be whole again.
You vipers!…The solemnity of your vows lay thrashed by the Reaper.
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Heads bowed on bended knee– tears for transformation fall with no retort.
They ask not for scriptural emendation, only boundness before the Lord.
In consumptive fashion, pomp preempts substance from this Cardinal clan.
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What mold anewed will you lay before the disconsolate altar of the faithful?
Would it not be fair to portend that there will be nothing of substance to behold?
Only time will avow your voracity for change.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
A lifetime spent forging ahead,
Ever closer to the raging river.
Tumultuous and wrought with fear
I approach the fjord fraught with peril.
I squint to spy a shore
The bank far too distant to see.
What awaits–Oh that is the question
Asked before, asked again eternally.
Its in the book of Testament Old and New,
Torah, Pistis Sophia, Koran among the few.
Through the ages told to look, to believe
And yes! Ye shall find what ye need,
But it is not so clear, nor has it ever been,
I can’t know what awaits on that far off shore.
Trusting there is more than what I’ve seen,
Like a warm blanket on a cold winter’s night
I must trust, I must believe through faith I will live,
For without what is left, but a story with a tragic end.
This cannot, must not be, never created nor destroyed,
I have been forever and will be forever more.
Mortal science has proven the mystics of yore,
There must be life,yes–I must live when I cross the river
As spirit abandons the bodies mortal core.
With each step I take, another step closer,
Sooner than later I will know, I will see what awaits;
Try as we may we cannot escape our human fate.
A fate long sealed by Adam’s rib named Eve
What else can we do, but trust and believe
That all is not lost, that living is not futile,
Lest we spend our days in tears as we grieve.
I refuse! I will not grieve nor give in to hopelessness,
This by the grace of God I confess
To waste not one breathing moment in sadness
Instead to walk in the ways of gladness
‘Til my time on earth is through.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Fraught with danger this daily walk,
As hand-in-hand we battle the foe.
Through foolish acts and foolish talk,
Into the darkness hence we go.
Faith–What faith we question still,
As answers yield no answers forth.
On hands and knees we climb the hill;
The devil tempts our mortal worth.
O’ the struggle, eternal test,
We try yet fail more oft’ than not.
Attempt as we may to do our best
It ends in sin and soul filled rot.
Yet for all our faults and feelings of loss
We’re assured of life through death on the cross.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
I lay prone before God,
Am I worthy of the gift he offers?
I have done nothing to deserve his graces,
His mercy, his saving, especially from myself.
I do not change, I am sinful as I was born to be,
As we were born to be by our father and mother.
Adam and Eve cursed me to a lifetime of sin,
Simply by their failure to obey,
Failure to obey their hunger and thirst for understanding.
This is where it all began,
The anger, the hatred, the intolerance,
This is where the eternal struggle began,
Of good and evil, Heaven and Hell, I bow before it,
Afraid of what I am and what I will become if I fail to comply.
I wander from one phase of mortal understanding to another
Though in the end, I find that I understand nothing.
I am but a grain of sand embodied in ignorance,
Destined to wander this earth searching for answers
Answers that have laid dormant within me,
But I was too frail to see.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
I question God;
Not the existence of,
But the singularity of his being.
Might We not be God I ask,
Creators of this world, this reality;
All of us, the collective,
Our spirits, our hearts, our souls
Forming order out of this presumed chaos,
Though perhaps it is not chaos at all,
Rather a mysterious perfection.
It diminishes not our desire for God
Nor should it be thrown into oblivions pit.
Instead it should be sought after with fervor.
Where though, lies the question.
Religion begs us to look towards the heavens,
Drawing truth from books transcribing God through man,
Placing faith in idols and symbols,
Traveling down another’s path,
Still answers are as void as those of the godless.
Perhaps our quest has been misguided,
Perhaps we have been intimate with God all along
But did not recognize him when spoken too.
Blinded by our perceptions of the outside reality,
Ignorant to our inside spirituality for fear of damnation,
We look for what we already may already have…
I ask, couldn’t we be God?
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Pondering of God;
This longing to find what lay beyond our living existence,
Attempts to rationalize the irrational,
Anchored with questions for which we have no answers,
This we’ve seen throughout our sordid history,
Wars fought, lives lost in the name of an invisible god,
A battle that did not end in antiquity.
Even today, preachers and false prophets command their thirsty flocks,
“Have faith, we will guide you to the promised land!”,
I am firm that they know nothing beyond that which they want to believe,
How could they, how could any man?
They are no more and no less human than I?
Irrefutable is this fact.
I harbor no ill will towards the faithful,
Their search is no different than mine except in path,
A path that may rejoin in what comes after.
For now, I take comfort that my spirit..
Always Does…Always did…And always will…Exist.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
A thirst consumes me
One which water cannot quench
Is there a Heaven
Is there a hell, I don’t know
God knows…if he exists
This question of faith
To believe or disbelieve
I struggle alone
For no one can know my mind
Or the spirit within me
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~
Of this, I am as guilty as the rest.
Topics varied as politics or religion,
Taught at an early age never to discuss,
These are like powerful earth magnets
To man’s simple mind.
I am of the opinion that no two subjects can be
any more divisive than these.
Turning the mildest of men into mortal enemies
with the slip of the tongue.
I am not immune to this foible,
At times a slip, whilst other times
Thrown in venomous rage.
Can any one of us claim to have not done the same?
If yes…then they most certainly are liars.
What astounds is the passion,
Like that ensconced in two young lovers,
that politics and religion invoke.
Taunting red-faced opponents to spar
In a Battle Royale.
I have been both victor and defeated
In these most epic of battles.
Still I have not been deterred,
For my conscience would not allow it.
I have been the red-faced.
I have raised, nay, shouted to drown out my adversary,
Unwilling to consider an alternate view.
Oh yes…I have been guilty of tossing civility aside,
Of mannerisms befitting a child.
Would not a civil conversation have borne greater fruit?
Perhaps…perhaps not.
I have, as yet,, been unable to reign in my passions.
Remaining a convict to my own convictions,
I hope to one day receive parole
To discuss my opinions with ardor and civility.
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~~ Dominic R. DiFrancesco ~~